Something God is teaching me in this season of my life is true surrendering.  The past 6 months I have been trying to add so many seemingly good things to my life. New habits, people, more classes, more books, volunteering, new routine, more jobs, new trends, different gym, and anything else I thought would enhance who I was in a situation.  I tried with my own strength to leave behind unfulfilling habits by adding new ones. I began to get restless and would beat myself up anytime I “messed up”.  In this season of my life, I began to lose a lot of people I did life with the most. I was striving…